Diary....

I wish that all my camels will be happy always...
I wish that my camels will be happy happy always....
I wish that my camels will be happy happy happy always....
I really wish that camels will be always happy....really.....

If one day,your cant find for big camels....your will keep finding me????
If one day,big camels no longer be with you all, will your missing me???
If one day,big camels suddenly disappear in this world....will your go ang search for me???

I wish that someone can really understand me....
I wish someone can solve the problems for me....
I wish someone can help me transfer my heart sounds....
I wish someone can feel my world.....

I wish to be happy always, but i know sometimes i just pretending...
I just dont want your to be worry about me....
I wish to be a firm galzz, a firm camels sister to you all...
but i know i also just pretending...
i just dont want you all see my weak appearance....

My dear camels sister....
it was so suffer to pretending that i am a happy camels....
I really happy coz i have your....
but sometimes when i see you all are so happy...
i not dare to let you all know that i facing somethings....
So stupid right???
haha....
That's true!!! i'm really a stupid camel sis for you all....

Sometimes,i will ask that izzit i am the blissfull person....
Yaya!!! I am....
bliss coz i have both parents who are loving me always....
bliss coz i have both brothers who are making fun with me always...
bliss coz i hav 5 camel sis be with me always....
but i still sad coz the one who i want its support....i cant ever get form it....
the one who i love the most....he/she cant understand me.....
Am i wrong????
Izzit all bout my fault????

I just hope she can be understanding me!!!!!
but it will not be happening.....

Dear camelssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss,
wish you all will be happy always....
dont same like me!!!!
haha^^
i will make my life simple de....
dont worry....
just want somebody to listen up my stupid story....
nothing!!!!
I'm ok....